New Year

I didn't do much for New Years, I stayed at Avieta's house. But, I'm glad I didn't do anything illegal, like I have the past two New Years. I enjoyed it, because I was with the person I wanted to be with, not with a bunch of alcoholics and stoners that I could honestly care less about. I'm done drinking, done smoking weed. I finally realized what I need, and it's family and friends. Alcohol doesn't make me happy, and I know I probably sound like an alcoholic but it's the truth.

Finally, someone who can simply make me happy, and I don't need anyone else. That kind of contradicts what I said about needing family and friends, but it's sort of a different need. Like when you love your friends, you also love a special someone, but a different type of love.

It's weird how certain songs make me think so much, i love you.
I know that you probably wont read this, but I'll say it anyway.

You make me happy, and whenever I see you cry, or hear you cry, it makes me sad because it shouldn't be happening to you. People that do that to you aren't good friends, and you don't deserve that, ever. You make me realize alot of things when you talk about everything, and I really like the fact you can come to me, and that you trust me as much as you do. I'm pretty sure you tell me things you don't tell anyone. I love falling asleep next to you every night. I remember awhile ago, I said something cheesy to you about how nice it would be to wake up to your face every morning. Look what happened... hahaha. It's perfect, you're perfect.