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what the fuck

i can't believe you would do something like that. i have no sympathy for you. don't ever do that to my fucking friend again, EVER. my friends are like family, and i swear to god you do not fuck with their emotions like that. don't give him some bullshit excuse like "i don't want a boyfriend for college".. you go to dinner with him because he asked you to. he wanted to work things out, explain his side of the story, and you just sit there and bitch at him the whole time. how fucking dare you. then an hour later, right after fucking dinner, we see you at dq with another guy. really bri? really? you will never know how much you upset him tonight. he actually cared about you, so much that he was crying when we got back in the car. you heartless fucking bitch. i will never talk to you again. i have never felt so much anger towards someone for them doing something to my friend... not friend, more like family. i really hope you're happy with how much you've fucked with his emotions. you're a bitch.

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hi guys..


lolol, who reads this still?

Uhhhhhhhh

C'est la vie, as they say L.O.V.E eloquently, see dream has a part two
Never same, you got to keep it tight, all fresh just like back then, now hear me out...
Understand the time has finally come to realize the great power of 1,
All formulas equalize under the Sun, Amen!

So, why the fuck did girls stop talking to me? LOL, this blows. But I guess it is what it is. I just miss that female companionship =D
You know that feeling, when you stay the night at someone's house and you just feel like, "bleh i just wanna go home now" in the morning? Or after you go somewhere, and you don't feel like doing anything except for going home? I get that feeling a lot. But I rarely go home, I always go to Mitchell's. And it feels like home, I feel satisfied when I go there, as satisfied as I would be if I went home. A pretty good feeling, having a second home and all. I can go there whenever I want without notice, and for any reason. Life's pretty good, just gotta get mah hands on an ipod... and a woman. =D

Real Talk

I don't know how to explain life, right now. I hate writing here, because I make myself look like shit. But I don't mind, judge if you'd like. My drinking lately, has taken me to the past. It now takes me four 40oz's to get drunk, that's 20 beers... My smoking is excessive, but it's what makes me feel good. Going back to North is good for me, really good. My friends are great. I need to make a list of what I have learned this year, it may have been my most important year yet. I can keep this life goin, I've been fortunate for majority of it. I haven't seen you in a long time, but I saw you at the fair. It's weird, because I never thought I'd think of you like this, but I sort of like you. You're cute, and realllly nice. I don't see anything happening, or you even liking me. But it's alright, as long as we talk :) I'm sorry to everyone who saw me at the fair, fucking trashed out of my mind, not that I did anything bad, or that I regret it, I was just probably annoying as FUCK. Stoned and hammered, it was nuts. I'm especially sorry to you, I said I would hang out with you that night, but I didn't. If I wasn't so drunk, I would have made sure to hang out. We've only hung out a few times this summer, and it's my fault. The sophomores this year are douchebags, if you walk up to me at a party, you better not try and drink my fucking 40. FOR REALS, haha. I still can't phathom the fact that you are buying cases of 40oz's at 16, without an ID. This summer has by far been amazing, getting drunk with alll the girls and friends, being stoned every single day, and just living shit up. I hope I don't get deeper again, I've been pretty fucked up lately. But I'll let it be, it's life, I live once. Lightin up now, latessss.

Shadow Of A Man

I'm proud of you for doing what you want, choosing who you want, and feeling how you want. You put all of your blame on me, but I'll take it all, no matter the size or depth. I want to help you out, even though he doesn't approve. He thinks I like you, and that you like me, but if that happens, it'll happen. Nothing should have to stop it, but I certainly won't encourage it. Be free, you deserve it.

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